:-(

this is getting hard... the one person who really understands me is literally across an ocean. i want to be over there so bad.. :( right now i'm in one of those moments where talking really doesn't quite explain it. i'm just sitting here and have no idea what to say, and it's the worst feeling ever to know that one person can't be with you just because of the distance. ... :(

it's a joke that i'll get out of the air force and start my own little bakery in Huntingdon... lol *smiles* "cindy's little bakery: home of the perfect little cookie" heh... i almost wish i could do that now. i just want everything to seem like it's going right.. ya know? right now i don't feel like anything's going right. and everyone knows that it's then when you need someone the most. i wish i could go there... to Huntingdon that is.. (but only after aug 5th..lol) i miss her... i really do miss her.. :(